Quoi faire--what to do?

I'm worried about my future. I hope that I make myself successful, because I'm dearly afraid of failure or being poor. I have some confidence, but I always think that something won't allign with what's best and then I'll mess up.

I want to return to the Northeast for graduate school. I definitely want to continue to graduate school, but I'm not sure if a M.A. in linguistics will yield a good career for me. I'm still aiming for the CIA, but that's a long way off. I just need to be as proficient as possible in French. However, I must acquire Arabic as well. I suppose that I'll take some classes at GSU if there will be some available, otherwise, I'll learn Arabic somewhere else. Perhaps in New York or in Washington.

Another big problem is money. I never have much. I need to find a decent job that will pay well. I need help from professors at GSU. Perhaps Professor Doig could help me. Oh, lord--please, help me!

I'll go forward. I just need to choose a graduate school.

I'll be back later, to rant and relieve my depression, confusion and my anxiety.